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Abt U, My Feelings, Our Problems & My Forgive-ness - My Dar aka Sze Lee (sL) - Friday, Jan. 07, 2005
im betrayed & imposed by moi best fren of mine... - Tuesday, 28 December 2004
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Abt U, My Feelings, Our Problems & My Forgive-ness - My Dar aka Sze Lee (sL)
Friday, Jan. 07, 2005, 11:18 pm
FOR U, SZE LEE:
this gal is moi lao po - stead now till present... on 25 dec 04 - she is moi fake stead on 3.30pm... as 26 dec 04 - real relationship on 3.30am... onli 12 hrs hmmm... she is cute de... kind... pretty... considerate... caring, treat stead very good... but when i said the 3 words "nth is 4ever" den she changed her mood... and i think her character too... as she wanna test mi in msn as be another person... to test mi whether i will stead other ppl a not... she did it... i noe its her (coz of the font and the delay of 2 msn) so i di siao her to make "her" be moi stead... den she looks sad and i call her... she cry... & her trust on mi is being fade away... den another incident... is she toking on fone wif 1 of her online fren... i ask her a conference wif they 2... den i heard she treat him so good... so i feel jealous and told her not to mention him again...
and so... our love slowly fade away... as she dunno wad to do... and she sae she is being controlled... yesh... i did control her... but jus to be wif her... and dun wan to lose her so early... and her trust for mi is totally gone... she sae she cant bring back the trust on mi... as i sae to her... u can dun trust mi for those things happen... jus try to trust mi bit by bit again... as for her sake... i changed myself... todae... im changed to wad she wans... but she sae no use de... she believe wad she noe/feel... and she added tt "mayb we are not meant to be together"... this sentence hurs mi... i noe wad i done is wrong... i seek for apology... but i think she dun accept de... and dun forgive mi for wad i did... and she added todae tt "her feeling to her is gone" and sae "mayb we should break"... its hurt mi much... and mi explain to her not to... den now she's confused! haix...
... she dun wan to lose either and leave mi de... and mi 2... *we now haven break*... i noe wad i done le, dear... can forgive mi ma for wad i did? and now im changed! gif mi a chance to prove u... i noe its moi fault... every1 made mistake... and every1 can forgive... but y not u? pls... forgive mi ba... * i noe if i lose u... the "guy" will be happy de... coz "he" have chance le... but i dun wan it to be happen de... haix... =( *... i dun wan to lose u!!! and i realli realli love u de... i noe u now is confused... *if u leave mi, i dun blame u de as i respect wad u choose... as i noe wad i had done... im sorry...*... pls trust mi and forgive mi again! miss u... luv u always and endlessly... pls think again... i jus wan u back to moi side... remember wad we did for the happy daes...
-= signed off - ur dar - ks... *wry* =-